Welcome to MS. We're sorry that you're here, but we're glad you found us.
I was not abused by a priest, but I wanted to tell you that I have gaps in my childhood memory surrounding my abuse as well, as do others here. In this regard, you are not alone.
You will see it referred to around here as dissociative amnesia. Read and post and share. You're among brothers.
I'll be just fine and dandy
Lord, it's like a hard candy Christmas
I'm barely getting through tomorrow
But I won't let sorrow get me way down.