I had something of a breakthrough with my T the other day. While discussing my frustration with life in general, I stated that I had heard all the gems of advice and recited them like "broken record." Be yourself, don't care what others think, do what's best for you. She then asked if I knew all this why I didn't implement it. What was stopping me from being happy? So in esscence she said I was sabatoging my own progress. It makes sense, but I'm having trouble understanding why I'm sabatoging myself. The only thing I can come up with is that it allows me to play victim. It's a step up, but its left me with more questions than answers.