i feel for you in this wretched situation.
something similar once happened to me. very frustrating to know that there are millions ripping off the medical and insurance industries and getting away with it - while legit issues like ours go untreated or uncovered.
probly won't make it hurt less - but whatever it costs to make you "better" - you are totally worth it!!!
How long, LORD, must I call for help, but you do not listen?
Or cry out to you, “Violence!” but you do not save?
Why do you make me look at injustice?
Why do you tolerate wrongdoing?...
Therefore the law is paralyzed, and justice never prevails....