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#415888 - 11/10/12 10:34 PM Veterans Day, My Birthday, & I got raped by them..
WayTooConfused Offline

Registered: 10/28/12
Posts: 48
Loc: Florida
How the flick should I feel?...
I'm a Veterans Day Baby, and I got fucked,
literally by other members of my unit.
How the flick should I feel on this day?


What a day for me to remember my military collegues.

To my former First Sergeant "F"
and to my former Company Commander Cpt. "B"

(No, "F" doesn't mean the f-word, and "B" doesn't mean the b-word, it is the first letter of their last names.)

If you were standing here in front of me today I'd say this to you in front of the world to hear...

First Sergeant, your are one lousy scum bag and son of a bitch. I think you knew what happened because these guys who raped me in the barracks on both occasions, simply reaked of petroleum products. That's how I knew they were from the motorpool. So how in the world could you have not know what went on, unless the old saying if you don't see it, it didn't happen. I believe they call that culpable deniability!!!!

And to you Captain, because you too were one who was young and new to being a commander for the first time. As a commander of any given unit, it is soley 100% your responsibility to be responsible for any actions within your unit of command, whether you knew about it or not: Or is that a falsehood that is only depicted in Hollywood Movies?!!!

I would just dearly love the kick the living sh*^, out of the both of you and have you in a position where you could not fight back, just like these guys did to me, blanket party, gag, and a broomstick. Sound like a party to me...

I think that would be the appropriate punishment for you since you were responsible for my safety, which you totally ignored!!!

I think you two owe me an apology.
After all this time, that's all I ask for,
is an apology. Do you have the guts to?

Here's what I want you to think about prior to an apology to me and my family.
For the last 22 years, think about what you have experienced with your family, and I mean every little thing.
Now see from my point of view, what do you think you caused me to miss and how that makes me feel inside.

I wonder if you know what it means to empathize???!!! Do you even know what that means???!!!

Now think of an appropriate apology to me and my family... You fu)(*&^ Ass)(*^#... Dirt Bags...
Sick and tired of being Sick and tired.

#415899 - 11/11/12 01:15 AM Re: Veterans Day, My Birthday, & I got raped by them.. [Re: WayTooConfused]
Mountainous Buck Offline

Registered: 12/15/09
Posts: 1631
Loc: Minnesota
Hey Man,

I am so sorry that happened to you.

My family was culpable in my abuse, and it's a bitch to live with. I have to find others who WILL watch out for me, who DO care for me, and who I CAN trust as part of my healing.

There ARE people who care and want the best possible life and joy for you, WTC.

Count me as one of those people.
We have to take responsibility for what we're not responsible for.

�It doesn't matter where you've come from,
It matters where you go" Frank Turner

#416117 - 11/13/12 11:51 AM Re: Veterans Day, My Birthday, & I got raped by them.. [Re: WayTooConfused]
WayTooConfused Offline

Registered: 10/28/12
Posts: 48
Loc: Florida
To my former First Sergeant "F"
and to my former Company Commander Cpt. "B"

You worthless pieces of shit. I want to know was it really worth covering up Private "C" death, and set me up to take a fall for your alls failure to do your job?

I don't know which is worse, you all fucking up my families lives, my marriage and my career, and my asshole.

Or letting Private "C's" family believe that their son's death was unavoidable?

Oh, I'm so God damned sorry!!!!!!!!!!
Both incidents still happened!!!!!!!!

You see, just recently, I just found out that I'm a Grandpa, and I wasn't able to go to my daughters wedding or be around for the birth of my grandchildren.

Yea, you sure secured that for yourselves!!!!!!!!!!
How does it feel to basque in those feelings and memories, to be around for those events??????????????

Please explain it to me!!!!!!!
I want to know how those feelings feel to you and what they mean to you, because I'll never know, now will I?????????

You have no fucking idea what it meant to me to have to keep my mouth shut all these years. Or what it meant for me???? Your friends threatened to kill me and then threatened to kill my family, and the only way for you all to secure your alls future was to make me submit to your wishes. So you allowed these guys to shove a broomstick up my ass TWICE. Whether you knew what they were going to do or not. You all are still responsible for their actions.

I'll bet that you don't even care about any of this!!!!!!!!
I wonder what your families would say to you if they knew that you all covered up and lied to maintain: "The good order and discipline of the ARMY."

I really wonder what they would think?
But, I know that nothing is ever going to get you all to be and act responsible now after all these years.

It's funny so very funny, The FBI can investigate General Petraeus for simply having a potential affair, but won't investigate you all for allowing the death of a fellow soldier under your command and allowing such horrific deeds that were done to me and my family...

Where's the justice in that???????????????
Sick and tired of being Sick and tired.


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