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#412944 - 10/13/12 12:52 AM looking for love,not knowing in which direction
Sterling Offline

Registered: 10/25/08
Posts: 1953
Loc: Winnipeg, Manitoba,Canada
I just want to say i really love it that we are all
soooooo conected together here, inspite of the
unfortanate sexual abuse and more. At least
for me i have never felt accepted unconditionally,
and validated. To be honest, it feels faking great!

The ideal free-love and whatever i am not that
I just want be apart of more, just b/c i can listen
doesn't mean that much.
I would love to really something so my brother and his family
can say "Goodbye Goran" . And then i can focus and
figure what and why is it i feel i have to do.

I know i don't make , that much sense.
I often thought i could help, but i have no education.
I have these messages " you are dumb!" " you suck!"

We fight my brother and i. But this was in the 80's.
I simply can't allow him.
This hurt is deep, i don't even know you guys - does
one really have to question " be careful what you wish for?"

I will leave for Toronto. My dad, hates this, !
He may be feeling that - i don't know.
His brother fucked me! And felt like i was a ball in the
pinball machine.

I feel good! I want more.

I am wondering,, how to switch off wanting-even if it is actually
helping.. gotta go


#413001 - 10/13/12 04:10 PM Re: looking for love,not knowing in which direction [Re: Sterling]
peroperic2009 Offline

Registered: 10/09/11
Posts: 3866
Loc: South-East Europe
Hi Goran,
good to see you in some good mood smile
Indeed it is great how we all are connected here, we all need acceptance and support, let's give it to each other wink
It is very hurtful when we are not supported by our closest family members.
I hope you'll find some nice place in Toronto for yourself and good job.
I'll keep my fingers crossed for best outcome for you smile
You are so special and so brave, I love you like you are my brother smile


My story

#413115 - 10/15/12 01:22 AM Re: looking for love,not knowing in which direction [Re: peroperic2009]
Sterling Offline

Registered: 10/25/08
Posts: 1953
Loc: Winnipeg, Manitoba,Canada
you're the best Pero, thanks so much for taking time to answer to all,if not most of all my posts on here.
xo -to and all


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