How can life be this shit? I feel as though I'm on an emotional rolercoaster. One minute I'm up, the next I feel as though life has shit on me enough and I can't wait till it's over.
Is it the physical pain I'm in, (I've got a brain disorder that causes pain and the Dr's can't control it), Is it, that the woman I love, (she called me her soulmate) left me, or is it the repeated rapes/abuse that a male nurse put me through whilst I was in hospital paralysed?
I'm really trying to be positive, going to college, so I can try to help people that have been through this same shit. But is it worth it when I can't even help myself? I see a therapist and I'm on anti depressants.
Where do we go from here? How do we ever 'get over' this shit? there's so many questions and no bloody answers.