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#82645 - 06/30/04 09:30 PM You Knew! (TRIGGERS!)
crisispoint Offline

Registered: 09/24/03
Posts: 2154
Loc: Massachusetts
You Knew!

You knew and said nothing!
How many others did you know about?
How many were hurt because you didn't tell?
You saw him hurting me.
I mattered so little to you.
I was a human being!
I was a child!
I prayed that you would come.
I prayed that you'd save me.
Didn't you hear me scream?
Didn't you care?
You saw! You knew!
Something wasn't right, you MUST'VE thought that.
And you did nothing.
You let him hurt me.
You let him do the things he did.
I was less than nothing to you.
Just like I was to everyone else.
I guess I was nothing.
I guess it was all right.
It will never be that way to me.
Because YOU KNEW!


They did know. I was nothing to them.
God damn them for making me feel that way.


There are reasons I'm taking medication. They're called "other people." - Me, displaying my anti-social tendancies

#82646 - 07/04/04 10:54 AM Re: You Knew! (TRIGGERS!)
Malidin41 Offline

Registered: 07/01/04
Posts: 140
Loc: Utah
Writing is one of the best ways you can express what you are feeling and can really help you heal. You are a very good writer and should continue with it. I really enjoyed reading your poem it is very helpful to me to know that I am not alone and that people are out there that can understand and help me. Thankyou so much for having the courage to post this my friend. I am curious if you have thought about publishing this it is very good and could help alot of people who think they are alone. I wish you the best of luck and if you would ever like to chat please pm me anytime you like. Thanks again.

Mother of the kingdom of silence I have obeyed you long enough!!!


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