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#82627 - 06/23/04 12:12 PM What Was I to You? (STRONG TRIGGERS!)
crisispoint Offline

Registered: 09/24/03
Posts: 2154
Loc: Massachusetts
What Was I To You?

What was I to you?
Patient? Client? Lover? Son? Baby?
I wore so many hats when I was yours.
Some people think you were mentally ill.
Disturbed that you could do such things.
I didn't know. How could I know?
I listened because you told me what
I wanted so badly to hear.
I was normal.
I was beautiful.
I was wonderful.
And things I didn't know about.
I was sexy.
I was hot.
I was a good fuck.
Were you ill?
Did you want to be caught.
We did it in the school
Where I should've been a child.
We did it in someone's house
Who was just as sick as you were.
We did it in your bed
And you told me I loved you more
Than your wife.
That was true to a certain extent.
I loved you like a hungry man
Loves a crust of bread.
So starved, so pathetically needy
For any kind of closeness.
You used it. You used me.
I was a child and you tried to
Make me a grownup.
I was a patient and you tried to
Make me your son.
I became your mistress and you tried to
Make me a baby again.
Did you do this to your kids?
Was this what it meant to be a father?
Was this what is was like to be your child?
In your bed, you made me your whore.
The bed you shared with your wife!
Did she know you were fucking a child there too?
What was I to you?
How many others did you fuck there?
I should've been a child.
I should've been a child,
And you made me a whore.



There are reasons I'm taking medication. They're called "other people." - Me, displaying my anti-social tendancies

#82628 - 07/04/04 08:32 AM Re: What Was I to You? (STRONG TRIGGERS!)
Malidin41 Offline

Registered: 07/01/04
Posts: 140
Loc: Utah
Man do I know how you feel, but you are not a whore. You are not at fault in any way. This, what happened to you was the fault of only one person and that is the one that did it to you. I am so sorry that you have to go through this but always remember you are not alone, if there is ever a time you need to talk please pm me anytime. Thankyou for sharing this poem and if you have not been published you should really consider doing so it is really good. Good meaning well written.

Mother of the kingdom of silence I have obeyed you long enough!!!


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