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#82501 - 04/16/04 04:05 PM If I Were Crazy... (POSSIBLE TRIGGERS!)
crisispoint Offline
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Registered: 09/24/03
Posts: 2154
Loc: Massachusetts
For those who doubt the validity of "repressed" memories, this should tell you something.


If I Were Crazy....

If I were crazy
Then monsters wouldn't be real.
Then evil people wouldn't exist.
Then children would be safe all the time.
Then all grown-ups could be trusted.

If I were lying....
Then I wouldn't hurt so much.
Then there would be no nightmares.
Then I could sit without my back to the wall.
Then the doubts wouldn't be there.

If I were confused....
Then he really did love me.
Then I really wanted what he did.
Then I could figure everything out.
Then I could move on from it.

But I'm not crazy, lying, or confused.
And what would be the point in being these things?
Because it happened.
And I still have the little boy inside of me
Crying.


Peace,

Scot

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There are reasons I'm taking medication. They're called "other people." - Me, displaying my anti-social tendancies

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#82502 - 04/16/04 05:57 PM Re: If I Were Crazy... (POSSIBLE TRIGGERS!)
swartzhund Offline
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Registered: 04/08/04
Posts: 61
Loc: Michigan
Good to see that you believe in yourself.

Good Luck

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Brian

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#82503 - 04/21/04 07:59 AM Re: If I Were Crazy... (POSSIBLE TRIGGERS!)
Bill_1965 Offline
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Registered: 06/29/03
Posts: 1984
Loc: Flint, Michigan
Quote:
But I'm not crazy, lying, or confused.
Darn right.

Bless you and little Scot,
Bill

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Pain is Temporary; Quitting lasts Forever. - Lance Armstrong

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