Back Against the Wall.

Always look for the corner.
Keep your back against the wall.
Never stop looking around the room.
Be ready to run or fight anytime.

My breathing never stops coming in gasps.
I hear the footsteps behind me.
Somebody always is waiting to hurt me.
Have to keep moving to stay ahead of the attack.

Never dare to love.
It's a trick to get you close.
Don't trust anybody.
They'll betray you in the end.

Feel the heartbeats that never stop racing.
The sweat that cools but doesn't stop.
People around me smell the fear.
Can't they see the threats that are near?

The war never stops for one such as me.
Because I've faught one battle too many.
There can never be peace everlasting.
Because they'll throw me back into Hell.

I wish I deserved peace.
But there's no safe place for me.


There are reasons I'm taking medication. They're called "other people." - Me, displaying my anti-social tendancies