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#82241 - 12/22/03 04:33 PM I am (may trigger)
Leosha Offline

Registered: 06/18/03
Posts: 3614
Loc: Right here
I am Leosha. I am Alexei.

I am my father's child. I am my father's toy. I am my father's little boy.

I am a child. I am a man. I'm many things I don't understand.

I am them. I am me. I am so much you never see.

I am afraid. I am sad. I may be good, but am often bad.

I am hurt. I'm alive with pain. I am cause of my hurt, all over again.

I am ugly. I am dumb. I am what they make me become.

I am coward. I am strong. I am always where I don't belong.

I am win. I am loss. I am high. I am low. I am scared. I am brave. I am hideous. I am handsome. I am, I am, I am what?

I am Alexei. I am Leosha. I am me.

Avatar photo in memory of my younger brother Makar.

"Human salvation lies in the hands of the creatively maladjusted."~~~Martin Luther King Jr., 1963

#82242 - 12/22/03 06:49 PM Re: I am (may trigger)
crisispoint Offline

Registered: 09/24/03
Posts: 2154
Loc: Massachusetts
And you are special.

Loved by God.

Unique to the Universe.

And you have every right to be here.

Peace and love, my Russian brother.


There are reasons I'm taking medication. They're called "other people." - Me, displaying my anti-social tendancies

#82243 - 12/23/03 02:52 AM Re: I am (may trigger)
The Dean Offline
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Registered: 07/15/02
Posts: 2080
Loc: Milwaukee, WI
There is a world of wisdom in those words. You are not dumb, nor ugly, but don't we all know how we feel that way at times.

You are awakening to the full Leosha and that is surely good.

Peace to you friend.


If we do not live what we believe, then we will begin to believe what we live.

#82244 - 12/23/03 02:40 PM Re: I am (may trigger)
Pollyanna Offline

Registered: 10/10/03
Posts: 211
Loc: Missouri
You are truly beautiful.

You are amazing.



"Hope begins in the dark, the stubborn hope that if you just show up and try to do the right thing, the dawn will come. You wait and watch and work: you don't give up."

Anne Lamott


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