I'm out of town visiting my family in Odessa, TX.........I've got lots of problems just being here. And the problems I had getting into the MaleSurvivor site this morning seemed almost more than I could bear. Thank God, I was able to reach out to a good buddy of mine who listened and talked and got me somewhat sane again.
Thanks, buddy! You know who you are. I love you like a brother loves his best brother!
On an unfamiliar computer, very slow internet service and hometown stress growing, I had a lot of difficulty getting to the discussion board.
I got to another computer with DSL service, and now seem to be able to get to the places I need to without much trouble. Wonder if the new site is less friendly to slower download times?
It's a real life saver for me right now. I'm surprised (once again) by how much I am affected by being here. I've cried this morning, wanted to smoke, have anonymous sex and have thought what this place would look like while a nuclear bomb was falling on it. Then imagined what it would be like if I were dead.
So I guess I'm having some things triggered by my trip home, huh?
I'm REALLY glad to be able to get to this site. Much better now with more speed.........
I do like the new look and the new motto.......
A struggling survivor, but surviving nonetheless,
"Poke salad Annie, 'gators got you granny
Everybody said it was a shame
'Cause her mama was aworkin' on the chain-gang"
-Tony Joe White