simple form yet very effective, I enjoyed it and can totally relate. Personally I have given up on myself ever being able to look into the mirror without a deep sense of dread and the pit in the stomach.
A mirror can be your best frioend, or your worst enemy, this is one thing that is up to how we feel at the moment, if we are feeling good ab out things, or even ourselves we can get something good out of it, and the opposite is quite true as well.
I hope that you can soon heal enough to be able to look into the mirror and see the true you.
Peace to all,
THe spirit is a fragile thing, easy to break, but not impossible to fix.