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#81167 - 03/07/03 08:00 AM Triggering
InjunE Offline

Registered: 12/04/01
Posts: 89
Loc: Ohio
How could she love me?
I'm a huge sinner
My love for humanity
Has grown much thinner

I hate all I see
I want them to die
I hate my old family
But someday they will die

The bastards have wronged me
Those that I gave love to
But now I am fucked up
I was such a fool

There is one scary part to it
And it pains me to see
That no matter what I know
I can't trust anybody

As far as my boys
No one can be trusted
If I would have told then
Relatives would have been busted

So I can't trust no one
Not even my wife
I love her to death
But my sons are my life

I hope she can see
Why my sons are my world
Why I can't let
Even a chance unfurl

Why I watch her
And always suspect
I know she never will
But I can't afford to neglet

My boys are my life
For them, I would die
But because of what happened to me
I must always keep an eye

No one will hurt them
Of that, I will see
Because they will always mean
Everything to me

Without my sons, I would not be here.

#81168 - 03/12/03 06:47 PM Re: Triggering
The Dean Offline
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Registered: 07/15/02
Posts: 2080
Loc: Milwaukee, WI
A beautiful tribute to the love you have for your sons. They will enjoy reading that as they get older and know how much they were loved.

Thanks for keeping them safe.

Can you and I and all of us move from thinking we are fucked up and turn to realising that we are among men, the strongest and most courageous. We have doubts and questions. But we are inbetter shape than the superficial men who know so little about real suffering and overcoming huge adversitites.


If we do not live what we believe, then we will begin to believe what we live.


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