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#80337 - 05/02/05 02:42 AM Hiding from daddy
reality2k4 Offline

Registered: 07/06/04
Posts: 6845
Loc: Stuck between water, air, and ...
If , I died right now, what would happen?
If, I am dead right now, why do I still fear?
I fear so much now, in every tear
Your little boy God, why did he have so much fear

He cried to baby Jesus, he cried so many tears
Often in darkness, where he met his fears
He hides all those tears through broken years
He hides the terror of all those things

Nights of terror
Nights of pain
For one so young
To never regain

He lost his spirit of childhood through pain
His childhood turn to misery through this pain
He was innocent and mild
He was innocent and kind

Daddy, you cant take out the pain
You can try, but you don't see
Where the pain really be
So nobody can take it, only me

People live in this World
A beautiful World it should be
But somehow
It was taken from me

Don't cry daddy, I know you care
Your little boy with nothing to share
He cant share his pain
Not with you or anyone

He cant share cos nobody really care
How could I ask you to share the pain
Of really being there
I cant, not now daddy

I wish I could, as every little boy should share
He cant though dad, cos he isn't there
He never was though
And nobody can ever care

I cried the tears that you don't see
I cried so much that nobody sees
I pleaded with God, to just let me be
The little boy
He was meant to be

Whoever stole the Sun, put it back and we'll drop all the charges!

#80338 - 05/02/05 03:05 AM Re: Hiding from daddy
LostinPA Offline

Registered: 04/04/05
Posts: 120
Loc: Lancaster, PA
I honestly care. I am so sorry your pain is so raw still. But please don't think no one cares. I really do!!!!!



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