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#80313 - 04/24/05 04:13 AM poison triggers not really poetry
reality2k4 Offline

Registered: 07/06/04
Posts: 6845
Loc: Stuck between water, air, and ...
lil boy, you live
you cry
why you cry so many tears
thru passing years

nobody there dad
even it you care
they don't they
just scare

lil boy poisoned n taken away,
to where he must stay
locked into his prison which he must obey
he has no way of escaping the mental despair

but for him, it should never be there
he cries alone now
just like he always did
the lil boy who always hid

he hid from darkness
he hid from despair
he hid from life
and from fear

you imprisoned him with your fear
you tore his shorts away from his body
he was only ten, a baby
why you do this to an innocent boy?

You put a lil boy in fear of his life
When life should have been a dream
You replace it with the stench of fear
You killed a lil boy but you don't care

You threaten a lil boy with all this n
He is only is only a babe, in Gods' eyes
You make me do things to you that lil boys don know
You make it like this it way things should be

Yeah its good that you inject me with the poison
The poison of you
Yeah I don't forget
How could i?

You infect me for ever,
you took my innocence and replaced it with fear
you took away my life,
but i am still here,

While i live i wil always regret
nobody found you to repent in this life
but you repent where U are now
Jus go to Hell where you belong

cos thats where ive been here n you dunno how much hurt that mb you did to the lil boy who not wanna harm you, F*ck you.


Whoever stole the Sun, put it back and we'll drop all the charges!

#80314 - 04/25/05 07:35 PM Re: poison triggers not really poetry
LostinPA Offline

Registered: 04/04/05
Posts: 120
Loc: Lancaster, PA
Whoa Ste, that still haunting you and man I hear you. That is what my therapist tells me is to see the hurt little boy inside and start making him safe. Your words are so lonely, and being alone does hurt. Good luck Ste, I feel for you man.



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