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#80209 - 04/01/05 02:37 PM My little nightmare
sadanddown Offline

Registered: 10/26/04
Posts: 191
Loc: Gaboogistan
My little nightmare - by Jon (me)

The lights turn out
And his nigtmares begin.
Alone in the darkness
Emotions stir from within.

Everyone that can help
Is safe sound asleep.
All the while
He lays there and weeps.

He lays alone
Quiet and still
Afraid of the dark
And of his mind's free will.

He tosses and turns
Tries not to dwell
But who could blame him
When he's living in hell.

He tries to focus
On the stars
But all his focus
Turns to his scars

He lays there still
Closing his eyes
Trying to hide
From his life's lies.

Nothing will work
For this little child
He can't even remember
The last time he smiled.

He can no longer wait
For the sun to appear
And finally put an end
To his nightmare

I find I have to be the sad clown, laughing on the outside...crying on the inside.

#80210 - 04/05/05 01:56 AM Re: My little nightmare
Jake_t2398 Offline

Registered: 01/11/05
Posts: 131
\:\( \:\( \:\( good poem jon,jake

#80211 - 04/05/05 02:23 AM Re: My little nightmare
reality2k4 Offline

Registered: 07/06/04
Posts: 6845
Loc: Stuck between water, air, and ...
Jon, I missed this poem,

The little boy crying himself to sleep, so alone in the dark and so afraid of what night will bring, it is sad.

The little boy so afraid in his own home, with his protectors not being beside him, he feels so lost and vulnerable in the dark of night.

The Hell, of not being able to sleep, because of the fear of the nightmares, the little boy curling into foetal position, because his survival instincts tell him that it is the position of the womb, where he was so protected.

I hope the nightmares are over, and I wish you well,


Whoever stole the Sun, put it back and we'll drop all the charges!

#491816 - 11/26/15 04:59 AM Re: My little nightmare [Re: sadanddown]
victor-victim Offline

Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 6387
Loc: 𝒪 𝒦anada


The little boy who could not sleep
Because his thoughts were way to deep
His mind had gone out for a stroll
And fallen down the rabbit hole

Hope, brother, hope
However long the night
The morning cometh
And there shall be light



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