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#79834 - 10/08/06 11:16 AM desolation
Bobby Offline

Registered: 12/01/04
Posts: 1287
Loc: Arizona
I would touch




So there would be no void.

I would reach out into the nothing and swirl my hand around hoping to touch


But sometimes never do

And then I go to bed, because I'm afraid of waiting
Afraid of inventing a something that isn't there
Afraid of creating a shell of life to block the nothing in my mind

Why weren't you there?



I hate to be alone, walking through the white....the mist of wonder.....the mist of expectation....of ultimate disappointment

When I am all alone

I would call your name

But I've forgotten who you are.

I'm healing now, and I wasn't sure I would.

#79835 - 10/08/06 01:00 PM Re: desolation
shadowkid Offline
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Registered: 11/18/05
Posts: 2437
bobby my name is adam

its not hard to fall
when you float like a cannonball - damien rice

#79836 - 10/08/06 07:42 PM Re: desolation
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

You are never alone. I bet you would be surprised at the number of guys here who wonder how you are doing, even when they aren't on the site.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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