I Cried
By Jon (me)

Lots of tears were shed last night

This time, I didn't even put up a fight.

So many years of pent up emotion

I must have cried enough to fill the pacific ocean.

There were no tears of rage in me

Only tears of sorrow, wishing for serenity.

I felt scared and alone

Like a king removed from his throne.

I feel much better now that I have cried

Almost feels like something that was destroying me has died.

I cried for myself, as selfish as that may appear

But I don't even care, cause nobody else could hear.

I find I have to be the sad clown, laughing on the outside...crying on the inside.