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#79423 - 10/16/04 01:52 PM Breaking the blood
blacken Offline

Registered: 08/13/01
Posts: 1815
Loc: Northern Ohio
of a lifetime
cutting the ties that bind

kick the dirt of this road
Daring to be so bold

This life has been sold
by a man of infinite cold

death of a child's heart
stifling out a potential Mozart

blood on his fingertips
my soul & Hell eclipse

body reacts
mind enacts a severe tax

guilt & shame become my name
my real name becomes a burning flame

blood drips down my body
he warns me not to scream so loudly

crying for him is good enough
knowing there is no rebuff
telling me I should be tough

life becomes just a sickening trip
encompassed by the constant fear of his dick

why must men and boys do this
why do I long for the kiss

his son becomes his boyfriend
I pray to God for an end

the boy has died
and God has lied

he plants an evil seed
no choice but to concede

I wish to break this bond
still connect from beyond

help me break the blood
before his unrelenting flood

please don't shun
this blackened sun

#79424 - 10/16/04 04:59 PM Re: Breaking the blood
reality2k4 Offline

Registered: 07/06/04
Posts: 6841
Loc: Stuck between water, air, and ...

this is a wonderful piece, it depicts a life you should never have gone through.

I hope the Sun can still shine, in the Son, he took, you are still a bright shining light,

to us all,


Whoever stole the Sun, put it back and we'll drop all the charges!

#79425 - 10/22/04 10:52 AM Re: Breaking the blood
Ivanhoe Offline

Registered: 03/19/03
Posts: 1907

It is good...but, oh so hard to read, the pain, the sadness. I'm sorry you suffered so.


"No soul is desolate as long as there is a human being for whom it can feel trust and reverence."
George Eliot


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