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#78897 - 04/13/06 04:26 AM Lost Agony
Bobby Offline

Registered: 12/01/04
Posts: 1287
Loc: Arizona
The agony is not so bad today.
Where does it go
The hurt and pain
On days it doesn't hurt so bad
On days the pain is very dull
Still down inside
But nothing piercing through the side?

Does pain get tired, too?
Does agony need time to gather up resources
Regroup before striking out again?

Is this the calm before the storm?

No matter
Such a good day with no screaming going on inside
No angst to spread up through my brain
No child to calm
No eyes to see
No father coming after me today

Perhaps tonight
But then it feels like maybe not
A whole day free
A whole day with the sun and breeze
And laughing freely
Really laughing....not pretend
Not laughter floating over pain

And we can always hope tomorrow will be the same

And, if not
I've had a rest
A real one
I'm refreshed
So, bring it on!
Do your best to knock me on my ass!
I've had a rest now
I can fight
You had me....I was down....way down

But now I feel the strength to fight again!

Now, let me get back to my day
My happy day
My breezy day
Not one second will I waste of it
Not one

I'm healing now, and I wasn't sure I would.

#443317 - 08/05/13 06:40 AM Re: Lost Agony [Re: Bobby]
victor-victim Offline

Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 6387
Loc: 𝒪 𝒦anada
thank you so much for giving me some of your happy day.
the seconds you spent on posting this poem were certainly not wasted on me.
i consumed the happiness in this like a hungry boy eats a sweet chocolate treat.


#443383 - 08/05/13 06:42 PM Re: Lost Agony [Re: Bobby]
Shyshark Offline

Registered: 10/30/12
Posts: 973
Loc: Canada
Thank you for sharing a little glimpse of your happy day ...

the cost of yesterday is paid ...
the price of tomorrow ... ???

today is ...


Experience is a brutal teacher.


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