I can relate to an incredable degree. For so long I have prayed for a light, any light to set me free. Recently though I have found that in some things I can find doors that lead to beautiful green pastures. Places where flowers bloom by the love of the sun. I find this place through my writing, and through the eyes of God. I find this place through all the things I dearly love. Search for love my friend, it truly exists. I wish you all the best and hope that your prisons collapse to exist only in there death. Hang in there and always remember you are not alone. Your friend malidin.
Mother of the kingdom of silence I have obeyed you long enough!!!