After six weeks of intense work dealing with my sexual addiction, am I a new person? Yes.
I have a 175° outlook change (room for improvement) on life and have many, many new tools to guide me in a life away from sexual addiction. Of course, I have to deal with my childhood traumas.
Perhaps the most important is learning to nurture little Scott and treat him as a precious child who deserves to be loved by both himself and others around him. Big Scott does not have to parent himself the same way he was taught. I can have intimacy and not be afraid of it.
I'll go in for trauma treatment when the memories come back and flood me, but I'm so grateful to the program I'm in right now that I can burst.
Wishing my brothers hope in recovery,
An odd duck who likes even numbers.