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#72282 - 02/29/04 09:28 PM go figure
broken1 Offline

Registered: 11/20/03
Posts: 36
Loc: tx
Kid i tried to help broke into my mothers and stole a grand, all she had for the months bills. My adopted sons brother shot himself in the head, and i still have nightmares about being with boys from time to time. At least I'm not sucideal anymore, or am i even depresed. I still can't remember the barn clearly and unless i do I won't know if my brother was involved for shure or not. I have tried to put it out of my head, I kinda don't want to know any more than i already do, every memeory of my childhood is of being screwed{literaly}. God said he would not give you more than you could handle so i figure he thinks ive got some realy big hands. What's next? I'm afraid to ask. good seeing you guys are still around. dennis

#72283 - 03/01/04 12:55 AM Re: go figure
blueelectron9 Offline

Registered: 11/07/02
Posts: 387
Loc: Victoria, BC Canada

I don't know quite what to say, but wanted you to know that there's some warm thoughts coming your way.

I wish you the best (and your mom),

An odd duck who likes even numbers.

#72284 - 03/03/04 06:18 PM Re: go figure
lee75 Offline

Registered: 01/26/04
Posts: 37
Loc: utah
im dont understand what your exact situation but, i do hear your pain and i know that if i can get over my pain and deal, most others can. just live for the day and the future. the past.(im not saying deal with it) just give yourself permission to take a day off from thinking of all the pain and all the you went through. do something you enjoy. or if there isnt anything you enjoy. then just go stand in the sun for 15 min. it reall helps
love ya
and i hope it gets better.

Lord, i hope this day is good. im feeling empty and misunderstood. i should be thankful, lord, i know i should, but lord, i hope this day is good. DON WILLIAMS

#72285 - 03/03/04 06:34 PM Re: go figure
outis Offline

Registered: 02/27/03
Posts: 2261
Loc: Maryland USA

We're still here all right. We do want you to know that you are not alone.

Hang in there.


"Telemachos, your guest is no discredit to you. I wasted no time in stringing the bow, and I did not miss the mark. My strength is yet unbroken�"�The Odyssey, translated by W.H.D. Rouse

#72286 - 03/04/04 08:36 AM Re: go figure
dwf Offline
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Registered: 05/24/03
Posts: 1223
Loc: Austin, Texas USA
It's good to hear from you again.

Sorry you have to go through all this pain, but I'm so glad that you came back to let us know that you were making it through.

Outis is right. Never forget that you are not alone. There are people who care and understand.

Glad you came to see us.


"Poke salad Annie, 'gators got you granny
Everybody said it was a shame
'Cause her mama was aworkin' on the chain-gang"

-Tony Joe White


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