im dont understand what your exact situation but, i do hear your pain and i know that if i can get over my pain and deal, most others can. just live for the day and the future. the past.(im not saying deal with it) just give yourself permission to take a day off from thinking of all the pain and all the you went through. do something you enjoy. or if there isnt anything you enjoy. then just go stand in the sun for 15 min. it reall helps
and i hope it gets better.
Lord, i hope this day is good. im feeling empty and misunderstood. i should be thankful, lord, i know i should, but lord, i hope this day is good. DON WILLIAMS