I spoke too soon in my private message to you.

I wish to add this-

You might wish to persue a younger-looking adult for intimacy. This would satisfy, I think, your sexual and affection needs while staying within ethical and legal bounds. This way you wouldn't need to feel guilt or go to prison, and your partner wouldn't be damaged by your actions. I hope I'm not out of line by offering these suggestions, I do so out of good faith.