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#71490 - 06/19/02 03:18 AM Hate back in my life
survivorcarlos22 Offline
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Registered: 05/27/02
Posts: 4
Loc: Orlando
Hey everyone,

just to let you know hate has entered into my life, now that I was thinking it isnt so bad I can live with the fact that I am a rape victim, I was raped by five guys five years ago. Yesterday 06-18-02, was the day that it all began, left the club and as I was exiting a black male got into my car through the passenger side and pulled out a gun and told me to drive, a few moments later he told me to pull over and switch seats, he forced me to take a pill, dont know what it is, but all I know is that I was knocked out three minutes after taking it, then the next morning I woke up in my car with my pants down in the back seat in the middle of ghettoville (Where noone gives a shit about noone) So I knew what went wrong, went to the hospital and sure enough I was raped again, What a small mother fucken world huh?

#71491 - 06/19/02 04:15 AM Re: Hate back in my life
Ron_dup1 Offline

Registered: 05/13/02
Posts: 87
Loc: Arkansas
I am so sorry to hear that you had to go through that all again! I am proud of you for going to the hospital and getting yourself taken care of! You did not deserve what happened to you. You are not to blame for either rape. The sick guys who have abused you have something wrong with THEM not you! I am sad that you have been hurt again. Please take care of yourself and e-mail me if you want.

#71492 - 06/19/02 08:54 AM Re: Hate back in my life
Harry Offline

Registered: 04/09/01
Posts: 138
Loc: California
its a very small world yeah (sorry), but then again you can explore/escape into desolation so easily.

In the name of the Anger, and of the Sadness, and of the Unholy Fear. Amen.

#71493 - 06/26/02 05:22 AM Re: Hate back in my life
abcd Offline

Registered: 10/20/00
Posts: 189
Loc: GA
Sorry to hear dude. All I can say is hang in there. You've been through it before, so I know you'll get through this. Just keep your head up


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