hi all - good morning,
things are very very good - In so many ways.
I have a lot of challenges ahead. BUT - I feel honestly aware of them - and my limits -
I think I understand - what I need now - to keep mentally healthy - and physically - and ... unfortunately financially -
I am going to take it easy this weekend - and enjoy kind of the after glow of this realizatio (i can't believe I am using this metaphor - but it's true!) hehe
I just - feel good - and I understand myself I think - yes I am not perfect - and I have some strengths - that come out - and some weakness - and big time fears that have been perhaps blocking me - but I find as I talk about these anzieties and fears - it lessens them slightly to share them - sort of like trimming a giant's height - a little - so that I can now have a better view of what I am up a against -
ah now I've got an idea of what I am up against!
anyway - it's still not easy - and surmounting some of these things will take research - but at least - I know what it is that I am targeting now -
I love life - I love my freinds here at MS -
I realize at times - I have been unlcear - but
this too was as it was for me -
have a nice weekend - filled with placid - and restful moments -
your friend with daisies,
Mark T. xo