hey men, i've been missing in action for quite some time, hoping that the therapy and confrontation of my perpetrator would have finally resolved my life's issues; but it hasn't. i have tried to respond to some message here in the past few months, but i get so overwhelmed with fear that i say something wrong or won't be responded to at all...that i end up deleted my posts and running away from trying to talk this thing out
i am so isolated i work alone mostly from my home and all of my friends seem to have disappeared; even my roommate has a hard time acting like he cares about me.
i feel so abandoned by everyone in my life, my parents try to care about me but i honestly think the want me to be miserable because i am gay.
all of my friends have deserted me for some reason and no one has the balls to tell me why i deserve to be treated with such indifference.
i don't know what to say about any of this, only that it never gets easier. i am lost. help me with some words of wisdom; act like you care about someone you have no information about....
thanks for listening...sorry to be so vague about everything, i just need someone to care
walker, there is no path, you make a path as you go...
(caminante, no hay camino, se hace camino al andar...)