Yep, we are definitely all human...

I really really appreciate the opportunity to vent - Martin, I didn't mean to hijack your thread :rolleyes:

I guess it just struck a chord with me, and I've had so much frustration over this for the past few years. I'm wondering if I shouldn't stop coming here - brings stuff to the surface that is painful to remember about him. Maybe it's not good for me to keep on with this, because reading about you-all makes me want to keep trying. I know that is not a healthy thing - he has made his wishes ABUNDANTLY clear.

Had a lecture in Psych today on PTSD - it rang so many bells, and made me sad...

Anyhow - thanks for letting me blow off some steam :rolleyes:

"...your choice, is what to DO with the time that you are given."