I just dont understand this guy
I dont think he cares about himself..
Please help me understand I am anylizeing this way to much and its making me crazy....
He's confused, and confusing. No wonder you don't understand.
There's nothing wrong with what you did. But don't let your concern for the baby's father to distract you from the important things that only you can do.
Please take care of yourself. Take care of your baby. You don't understand this guy, and he probably doesn't understand himself. But you can't fix him, whether he has a problem with alcohol, sexual abuse victimization, dysfunctional family, whatever.
take care of yourself and your baby, so if the baby's father one day gets things together, you and the baby will be ok. And if this guy doesn't get things together you can still make a life for yourself and your son.
My two cents.