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#6337 - 06/19/05 06:24 PM I'm back **may trigger**
Dude Offline
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Registered: 01/11/05
Posts: 126
Loc: Fort Smith, AR
Sorry I've been gone for a while. I'm doing bettr now. It's been a rough 2 months but some light is starting to shine through. It's been 3 weeks now and no hospital so I really happy and I'm home for father's day so my kids love that and that's a plus 2. Oh, Happy fathers day everyone. I'm still havin a hard time but i no i get thru it. I gonna ramble for a bit. sometimes i wish life would jus give me a break like haven't i been thru enough. I just sometimes wish it would stop. Right when I think it over, somethin else happens. and why is it when somethin happens i want to deny it right away even tho ino what happened and why do i alway's blame me. It like even tho it no my fault i alway's blame me an no mattr what anyone say's, 2 me it my fault. I would explain here but i gonna post it in survivor storyies today. i jus got 2 think positive. My T say i have 2 see a Dr. and report it 2 the cops but i can't. he say i sould atleast go 2 a Doc but then i no want them 2 call the cops. I can no do that. I 28. How do i explain that one. N what if they say i wanted it n what. sorry


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#6338 - 06/19/05 06:43 PM Re: I'm back **may trigger**
reality2k4 Offline
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Registered: 07/06/04
Posts: 6841
Loc: Stuck between water, air, and ...
Donnie welcome back here, I know you have been through a hard time.
I think it is best that you see the doc, and let them help you.
It is only natural to blame yourself, that is what we all feel.
I just hope you feel a little better,

ste

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#6340 - 06/19/05 09:48 PM Re: I'm back **may trigger**
healing_inside Offline
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Registered: 03/28/05
Posts: 2007
Donnie,

Welcome back. Know it has been a tough road, but u have support and connections here and I am glad to see u around and doing better

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#6341 - 06/19/05 10:02 PM Re: I'm back **may trigger**
Dude Offline
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Registered: 01/11/05
Posts: 126
Loc: Fort Smith, AR
Thank's everyone n thank's Kev. I'm plannin on seein my Doc this week but i no no bout the cop thing. were jus way 2 scared rite now. thank's again. -donnie


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#6342 - 06/21/05 07:58 PM Re: I'm back **may trigger**
TJ jeff Offline


Registered: 08/07/04
Posts: 3543
Loc: Northern Wisconsin
Hey Dude! - welcome back...

disclosing things is always very scarey - not sure why your T wants you to go to a doc - but it is not a bad idea (the abuse I endured has indeed effected me physicaly - something I'd never even considered just a few years ago) - not sure why your T wants you to report it to the cops either - but perhaps it is maybe something you should talk w/ your T more of so as that you can understand better why he/she wants you to go to the cops

Hope your Fathers Day was a good one,

TJ jeff

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Abuse happens in silence/isolation - Recovery happens only when that silence/isolation is broken...

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