i am sorry to hear of this tragedy. i was there myself four years ago when my former wife did to me what you are going through. there were years of her attempted infidedlity that i was not aware of until too late. i understand the feeling of struggling with what it is was that was lived with all those years...whether or not it was all a lie, whether or not she really cared about me at all...i still carry the scars from that. i am now in a wonderful place within my lady theo's arms, but the past still hurts. my former marriage was nine years long, seven of which we were actually together. it is tragic, not only the infidelity, but the entire thing of abused trust that goes back so many years and continues to impact the present. this is a great place for support and healing. take care, ab. i am here if you need to talk via pm.
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