You were in medical school. Can you do some research online and/or at a medical school library on the kinds of meds available for OCD today? You have a big advantage if you are able to read and properly understand the medical literature.
I hope it's possible that you can arm yourself with facts and find a competent caring professional to help you deal with this. You may have to avoid things like swimming, driving, etc. if the seizures are very bad.
"Telemachos, your guest is no discredit to you. I wasted no time in stringing the bow, and I did not miss the mark. My strength is yet unbroken…"—The Odyssey, translated by W.H.D. Rouse