I always thought if I never spoke to my father again and destroyed my uncle for the sexual abuse..... That I would be calmer, happier, a more open person to others.
Well now that those 2 people are no longer in my life they are replaced by other sh-it men in my life who I also despise be it my room mate or work colleague. The old feeling of hating my fathers voice and wanting to smash his head in whenever he spoke is now associated with a couple of other males in my life.
So I guess I just have to accept I have to be ruthless, unwavered by these people and sort my life out. I am not blaming others for my inability to move on with my life I am just fed up of being surrounded by sh-it people who are lazy, stupid, selfish, arrogant and deserve a slap.
Take care all
Edited by takingitslow (05/29/18 02:41 PM)