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#524050 - 05/28/18 04:11 AM World of lies
Tryingtolive Offline

Registered: 02/15/15
Posts: 834
When do I know to ask if I’m wrong.?
When do I ask to know if I’m selfish?
How do I remove the burden?
How do I remove the thoughts?
How I do I pretend when I don’t want to?
How do i know if the abuser is sorry?
How do I know my anger will pass?
How do I know if I’m in the wrong ?
When do I think for myself?
When do I stop following the course?
How do i stop going along?
How do I listen to my voice ?
How do I ask for help ?
When do I ask for understanding?
When do I question my authority ?
How do I know if someone is there for me?
How do I know If someone loves me?
When do I know If I’m the person I’m suppose to be?
When do I stop pretending?
When do I become whole ?
When I do I Stop hiding?
When do i ask for help?
When is it okay to to say it’s not okay?
When do i stop being mean and acting friendly?
When is it okay to trust ?
When is it okay to be me ?
When does the depression and anxiety stop?
When do I love who iam ?
Why do I hate who iam ?

#524062 - 05/28/18 09:43 PM Re: World of lies [Re: Tryingtolive]
genedebs Offline

Registered: 11/09/12
Posts: 462
Loc: MO
Dear Tryingtolive,

I Hate to answer your questions. So let me tell you what I know for myself. When I know I am safe I can ask for help. (NEVER)
How do I remove the burden, the thoughts You disclose, when your mother tells you the friend she brought to "take care of you" is dangerous. You say you know, Thhe mother asked if you liked being penetrated. You say no it hurt. She says then you are OK.

Do I ask for help, understanding? I have the answers (NO) Are they there for me,love me?I It is always time to hide, pretend. You have already gotten all the help you are going to get. You can't trust anyone.

My depression and anxiety stop when I know I need help and only when I get help can I even ask is it O K to e, loveand know why I hate me.

I hope you can find some less hurtful answers.

\I spent 27 years solvingc these issues by drinking to a blackout. Not being present in my own life.

May God Bless you and keep you.


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