I'm scared. I've been on a new medication for a few weeks now, I've had no one monitoring it. No physician, therapist, or psychiatrist courtesy of the VA's jacked up ways. The side effects were super bad physically and mentally. It took over two weeks of making daily trips to the local VA before anyone would prescribe something to help with them. Still, I wasn't given any advice or alternative to the med. I don't know what it's all doing to me, it sure don't seem to be making life easier. It may be months before I get to see a doctor. I feel so disposable.