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#50924 - 03/09/03 09:00 PM Re: please make the pain stop..........
Focus Offline
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Registered: 09/20/02
Posts: 7
Loc: East Coast

Thank you for posting such a painful message. It helped me remember and think about something.

The other day I was looking at some pictures from a while back and tears came out of the blue.

It was scary because I thought I was loosing control. Then I reminded myself where I was and that it was safe. I did not know why the tears.

Now I think they came to cry for things I cannot yet remember. Maybe this way it will be easier when I do.

I am trying to trust the process, Focus.

#50925 - 03/10/03 07:15 PM Re: please make the pain stop..........
michaelb Offline

Registered: 04/21/01
Posts: 211
Loc: cincinnati, ohio
FOCUS....i can only hope that what you say might be true.....the outbursts have happened to me but have been seems like most of the time they come when i start to have hope that maybe i can change and get over what feels like they come along to pull me back to my despair....WHY CAN'T THE DESPAIR LEAVE ME ALONE, at least for awhile?????? michael

#50926 - 03/10/03 09:28 PM Re: please make the pain stop..........
Lloydy Offline
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Registered: 04/17/02
Posts: 7071
Loc: England Shropshire
So often I cry tears of relief. Relief in another tiny bit of my past being dealt with.

It's hard to tell them apart from the old tears of despair, but it's worth the effort to check.


Go confidently in the direction of your dreams! Live the life you've imagined. As you simplify your life, the laws of the universe will be simpler.
Henry David Thoreau

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