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#49550 - 02/18/06 10:54 PM wild
markgreyblue Offline

Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
from now on - i am collecting memories -

i spent so much time trying to live someone else's idea of what i should be - according to whose plan??

i was berated for so long for having interests for being something that was not them -

for liking to tell stories of my walks

my day - or a picture -

those assholes -

that was what feeds me - and they tried to starve me - of my life's blood -

we do not live on bread alone - we live on the experiences that give to us too!

so my sister can go vampiric on her husband -

my brother can smother his friends with pillows till they play dead - figuratively -
with his shit

i am going for walks for discovery,
fully aware they may not be planned but fully aware of the goal is to find new things to help me survive -

financially - spiritually - psychically -

here's too fulfillment

a life that is

magically and unexplainably at last
for me


" not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous

#49551 - 02/18/06 11:17 PM Re: wild
johnsurvived Offline

Registered: 11/20/05
Posts: 332
Loc: Arlington, Virginia
WOW!!! Good for you.

Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards; for our vines have tender grapes. Song of Solomon 2:15

But let justice roll down as waters, and righteousness as a mighty stream. Amos 5:24

#49552 - 02/19/06 01:02 AM Re: wild
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

That is so good to hear. We all need to pay more attention to the magical and fulfilling opportunities that drift past us each day in our own lives.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

#49553 - 02/19/06 06:14 AM Re: wild
Andrew Offline
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Registered: 07/25/03
Posts: 1192
celebrating even the simplist things such as a walk can make life so much more enjoyable. It is good to read about your optimism and clarity. Peace, Andrew

there is no courage without anxiety

#49554 - 02/19/06 06:49 AM Re: wild
RICK57 Offline

Registered: 12/31/03
Posts: 1611
Mark - that reminds me a little of something I read somewhere!

You can look at your feet, and you might think that you need new shoes.

You can look at the sky, and see stars, new worlds and adventures that are just waiting out there. New journeys, new challenges, new universes.

Your feet get you where you need to go, everyone needs new shoes sometime, but everyone really needs dreams and aspirations!

Live your dreams!

Best wishes ..Rik

*Never look down on anybody unless you're helping them up.
*I was seeking a way of expressing my anger - I found hope!
*There are many battles before the war is won! It can be won!


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