Have you ever thought of relocating, moving somewhere else?
I would be triggered all the time; being around a person
who abused me.
Please think of this as an option.
Say you get Ativan ; a drug to treat anxiety.
Im at home , I am washing the dishes , suddenly my sibling
My heartrate might go up. I may need to get some air.
Please think of living somewhere.
I think you might be able to focus on your healing
(THAT YOU DESERVE) and be around people who care.
You deserve to have recovery. Full-Recovery!
If you around a person who gets in the way of you healing....
you will not get what you desperately need.
Please think about this.
I wish I could find you a therapist who you would connect with.
Find ways, places to vent ; such as a drop-in counselling.
I don't know where you live...find ways where people listen
to you. - like here MS.
Hopefully you can find a place and then focus on enjoying
your life, your company and not have to be interrupted by
a person who did this shit to you!
YOu deserve better!
I am repeating my self and am sorry.
Sorry you are going thru this Tryingtolive.
Private Message me any time!