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#250035 - 09/18/08 12:24 AM "dead"
blueshift Offline

Registered: 01/21/08
Posts: 1242
Loc: infinity
I just never know when my depression will strike. Or how strong. Or how long. Sheesh! I'm still ryhming!

I want to be dead right now
no thoughts in my head right now
no one who can hurt me now
I'd just stop living if I knew how

I want this day to be my last
no more adding to the past
I want this life to go too fast
to let me play this role that's cast

Burn me, drown me, stab me, choke me
just don't let this lifetime smoke me
the light of day has gone away
there's no more reason for me to stay

put me under
burry me deep
to live anew in eternal sleep
and as the darkening shadows creep
may statues mourn and willows weep

hidy ho
end of the show
sounds too good to be true

and I'm afraid it is
cuz that's the biz
there's no way out but through

Edited by blueshift (09/18/08 04:28 AM)
My Story
My Art

#250165 - 09/18/08 01:32 PM Re: "dead" [Re: blueshift]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

"No way out but through" - so true. But that's also true of recovery too, isn't it?

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

#473075 - 12/01/14 09:37 PM Re: "dead" [Re: blueshift]
victor-victim Offline

Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 6397
Loc: 𝒪 𝒦anada
i can totally relate
to your emotional state.
i have been there, too.
i wish it wasn't true.



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