i recently came across some excellent interviews of some christian ministers with CSA and PTSD as the topic. these pastors both freely and frankly disclose and discuss their own daily difficulties dealing with their own personal private histories. spiritual, scriptural, emotional and psychological. i must warn potential listeners that this is some serious, heavy, dark and deep feelings openly and honestly being expressed. some taboo topics are tackled tactfully, but the triggers are everywhere. these men have the courage to wrestle this issue publicly, without shame or blame.
they offer some pretty good answers to your questions. these podcasts and videos brought me a few steps closer to closure.
TRIGGER WARNINGS! http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=482555#Post482555