I'm very glad I came back to MS tonight and did some reading up.
I'm especially glad I clicked on this post. It's a great reminder of where I was just 5 months ago, wow! I suppose it's as if I made an entry in my own diary, and it's jogged my memory banks back into a reality I haven't been taking seriously enough. After I posted this "shout out" for suggestions of help, things slowly ground away but didn't improve much.
Now, 5 months later I find myself shocked and awed and trust me more motivated to meet the deadline of packing and prepping my house to sell it and relocate to (one) of my old home towns, where it is warmer and closer to family (and the ocean).
Sorry for the lousy grammar but man, do I need to stay focused and get my head back in the game and keep it there until I sell this house and rebuild a new life back home. For those of you that don't know me, I suffer from CSA but also a serious low back chronic pain condition (short explanation is "failed back surgery syndrome") and it isn't easy to get the slightest full work day in, let alone pack and move but but BUT I must!
Wish me luck! And I'll revisit this thread to remind myself of progress and who knows, maybe even see a post offering some good ideas for making my move happen more easily (On a budget, money is tight and doing the work myself) I do have a friend and some contracted estate liquidator help here n there. The rest will be donated to friends, charity and the free section of Craigs list, and the last bits to the dump. I'm fortunate I can sell the house quickly and trust me, I'm gonna need some money to slowly but surely rebuild my life...including seeing a T and/or going to a support group.
Thanks in advance and again, please wish me luck and toss out any ideas or suggestions for help if ya got 'em!
I wish the best for everyone else facing BS in their lives! May all of us heal and grow from survivor to thriver and more!
Until next time...Human