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#464108 - 04/15/14 01:03 PM I quit
bey Offline


Registered: 01/28/10
Posts: 447
Loc: canada
*trigger for swears*

Fuck fuck
Fuck this shit
Fuck this fucked up life
I quit

I try and try and still I'm stuck
A stupid useless nothing fuck
I'm broken and shattered and can't be fixed
There's too much bullshit in the mix
But still I try and try and try
And let it hurt and even cry
I try so hard to just be me
Work my ass off at home and T
Think about things I don't want to know
Try my best to let it go
Say so many things I don't want to say
I try so hard to be ok

But when there's one thing that could make me break more
I drive two hours to her front door
It can't get worse than this. It can't.
And then I go and - - -
Fuck.

Fuck me, fuck everything
I'm so fucked
From the minute I was born

So fuck it all
Fuck this shit
Fuck this bullshit life
I quit.
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Benji

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#464113 - 04/15/14 02:48 PM Re: I quit [Re: bey]
traveler Offline
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Registered: 02/07/06
Posts: 4199
Loc: resettling in NE Ohio
ben -

maybe you need to take a break from trying so hard and just BE for a while. we all need a rest once in a while. i get the impulse to just shut down, but please don't quit entirely.

lee
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How long, LORD, must I call for help, but you do not listen?
Or cry out to you, “Violence!” but you do not save?
Why do you make me look at injustice?
Why do you tolerate wrongdoing?...
Therefore the law is paralyzed, and justice never prevails....
Habakkuk 1:2-3

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#464117 - 04/15/14 04:02 PM Re: I quit [Re: bey]
bey Offline


Registered: 01/28/10
Posts: 447
Loc: canada
thanks lee
yeah, i will think about it. and no, i won't quit entirely.
ben
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