As some people may remember, I left in February under less than ideal circumstances.
While I am still fairly certain that I have gone as far as I can go regarding recovery and this site (at least as far as I can on my own), at the same time I realize I was unfair to a lot of guys here in what I said, and in leaving so abruptly in a cloud of bitterness.
so, I thought I'd share something positive of myself instead.
As people may remember, I sing rather seriously. My singing is largely best and most positive thing in my life and how I can express and communicate something positive to others, my love of music, of character, even a positive aspect of my desire for connection with others, indeed hen I am working on my voice and my performance are generally the best times of my life.
Last week I went to a professional recording studio and recorded three songs. This partly so I have a demonstration of my voice, and partly just for the experience. It was actually harder than I expected, but I am at least relatively happy with the result, ---- that is where as usually detest hearing recordings of myself (I only hear the mistakes), this time I don't, and actuaqlly I'm pleased with the work the chap in the studio did on balancing my voice and the backings i was using.
So anyone who fancies hear these can download them on http://www.sendspace.com/pro/ygqpxc
There are three peaces. Anthem from the musical Chess, a song about a chess grand master who has left the Soviet Union for America but isn't sure he's done the right thing, O Del Mio Dolce Ardor, (translation Oh my sweet passion), a peace of early opera by Gluk soung by Paris about his love for Helen of Troi, and lastly music of the night from Phantom of the opera.
Music of the night partiuclarly is a peace I've always really had an afinity for.
To download, click the above link, and on the page that comes up click where it says "click hear to start download"
I hope people get some pleasure from thise.