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#456785 - 12/14/13 10:02 AM snapshock (trigger)
victor-victim Offline


Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 6379
Loc: 𝒪 𝒦anada
i lift my face
and shake my fist
and raise my voice
and curse the sky

why me?
oh my!
no way!
oh woe!
i pray.
this cannot be.
oh no!
poor me.
i cry!

the pain is hard.
the penis hard.
it hurts.
i'm wounded.
scarred.
ruined.
spoiled.
stained.
soiled.
damned.
aged.
damaged.
dear god!
don't let me die.

hand on my throat.
threat in my ear.
death i fear.
intense!
violence.
no defense.
then silence.
shh! it happens.
sh!t happens.
makes no sense.
lost innocence.
life sentence.

in the middle of enigma
lies the riddle of my stigma.
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Victor|Victim

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#456829 - 12/15/13 06:21 AM Re: snapshock (trigger) [Re: victor-victim]
traveler Offline
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MaleSurvivor

Registered: 02/07/06
Posts: 4179
Loc: resettling in NE Ohio
Ouch!

This one hurts.
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How long, LORD, must I call for help, but you do not listen?
Or cry out to you, “Violence!” but you do not save?
Why do you make me look at injustice?
Why do you tolerate wrongdoing?...
Therefore the law is paralyzed, and justice never prevails....
Habakkuk 1:2-3

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#456832 - 12/15/13 07:45 AM Re: snapshock (trigger) [Re: victor-victim]
peroperic2009 Offline
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Registered: 10/09/11
Posts: 3842
Loc: South-East Europe
wow, we are lucky to have you here with us V-V!

Pero
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#474133 - 12/28/14 11:11 PM Re: snapshock (trigger) [Re: victor-victim]
victor-victim Offline


Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 6379
Loc: 𝒪 𝒦anada
i feel lucky to be here.

thank you noticing me.

i do appreciate the encouragement.
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