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#456785 - 12/14/13 05:02 AM snapshock (trigger)
victor-victim Offline


Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 6287
Loc: 𝒪 𝒦anada
i lift my face
and shake my fist
and raise my voice
and curse the sky

why me?
oh my!
no way!
oh woe!
i pray.
this cannot be.
oh no!
poor me.
i cry!

the pain is hard.
the penis hard.
it hurts.
i'm wounded.
scarred.
ruined.
spoiled.
stained.
soiled.
damned.
aged.
damaged.
dear god!
don't let me die.

hand on my throat.
threat in my ear.
death i fear.
intense!
violence.
no defense.
then silence.
shh! it happens.
sh!t happens.
makes no sense.
lost innocence.
life sentence.

in the middle of enigma
lies the riddle of my stigma.
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Victor|Victim

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Love
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#456829 - 12/15/13 01:21 AM Re: snapshock (trigger) [Re: victor-victim]
traveler Offline
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MaleSurvivor

Registered: 02/07/06
Posts: 3950
Loc: settling in the USA again
Ouch!

This one hurts.
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"the scariest thing about abuse of any shape or form, is, in my opinion, not the abuse itself, but that if it continues it can begin to feel commonplace and eventually acceptable."
- Alan Cumming, "Not My Father's Son"

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#456832 - 12/15/13 02:45 AM Re: snapshock (trigger) [Re: victor-victim]
peroperic2009 Offline

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Registered: 10/09/11
Posts: 3772
Loc: South-East Europe
wow, we are lucky to have you here with us V-V!

Pero
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#474133 - 12/28/14 06:11 PM Re: snapshock (trigger) [Re: victor-victim]
victor-victim Offline


Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 6287
Loc: 𝒪 𝒦anada
i feel lucky to be here.

thank you noticing me.

i do appreciate the encouragement.
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