My dreams usually seem just crazy, and some are nightmares. I have learned that my dreams are my subconscious processing out painful and poisonous life events as efficiently as I am able to handle it. So, actually, my dreams are an enormous friend to me, even when they don't feel very friendly. It can take some time for me to figure them out sometimes. But, when I get stuck and I ask myself "How does this dream make me feel?", the answer to that generally gives me some information so I can go back into the dream and retrieve some nougats.
I'm sorry the dreams and memories are so challenging to deal with.
Divine Law is not judgment or denial of self truths. Divine Law is honoring harmony that comes from a peaceful mind, an open heart, a true tongue, a light step, a forgiving nature, and a love of all living creatures. Jamie Sams & David Carson, Medicine Cards