Hi Lee. Man, what an awesome post and what a remarkable realization and breakthrough. I know you at first mourned the death of your other self but I think you know that "death" was something more to be celebrated than grieved. You are better off without him around. You said that in the end you "betrayed" him but that's ok, because he had been betraying you for years and was holding you back. Congrats on your progress! This was great to read. Peace,