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#453212 - 11/11/13 09:53 AM Just needing a pick me up
flightmedic38 Offline

Registered: 09/13/13
Posts: 79
Loc: Kansas
Hello Brothers,
As most of you know from my posts I live in a constant state of hi's and low's!!! I never seem to land anywhere near in between. So today I am in the low''s not really sure why? My wife and I are struggling to stay connected. I have a very big fear of intimacy and physical contact. Now this is not new to her she has always known that about me. What is new is that I am fearful of her physical contact. My biggest fear is for us to become intimate and have her trigger me. She would feel so horrible that I just don't want to risk it. On the other hand by not have that intimate relationship I find us growing apart. So as y'all can se I am pretty messed up and well she deserves better frown

Thanks for listening
Either get to living or get to dying!!!!! Shawshank redemption

#453225 - 11/11/13 11:40 AM Re: Just needing a pick me up [Re: flightmedic38]
newground Offline

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Registered: 10/11/11
Posts: 1097
Loc: michigan
hey man
I wrote this to share with my wife to help explain the feelings. it helped her. I dont know if it will be of any use to you but I hope you know you are not alone man. I LOVE being sexual with her but at the same time it can remind me of loads of other feelings I hope it clears quickly for ya dude
Either I will find a way, or I will make one.
Philip Sidney


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