LANCER! DROP THE POTATO CHIPS AND STEP AWAY FROM THE BAG!
The Southland's Voice of Authority. I don't do well with Authority Keith.
I was sorta right on two steps forward, one step back. Purposely didn't do a damn thing today and I was okay with it. And, like the admin said, I did enjoy the view of the front lawn. Yeah, though, had to do a nitro midday. Been okay since.
Next up is a visit with the adoptables Sunday...and I'll ramble a bit. Sounds weird, but I still wonder if I can be a good dad to 'em. And part of me, as I'm a month from losing him, wonders if I'm sufficiently honoring Ricky's memory. otoh, this pair of FIV guys are, by definition, special - I just thot of this - and they may have been brought into my path for a reason. Regrettably, FIV is often considered "unadoptable" by many shelters and their clients, because of their potential health issues. Ironically, that shared outside perception - of them and me - is all the more reason for me to adopt. Plus this pair has already been bonded for a few years and the agency covers their health needs. Best thing I can do is give 'em a great forever home.
As so many of you have pointed out, too, it would be good for my own recovery. Still feels too damned empty around here. Jus' needed to ramble.